Brian | Grand Junction, CO

“Recovery means consistency and accountability; to yourself, your loved ones, and anyone who cares.”

My name is Brian, and I am in recovery. I moved to Grand Junction in 2004, but I’m originally from Texas. Growing up, I lost track of what really mattered. At 13, I started hanging out with the wrong crowd, drawn to heavy metal music and drugs. For years, I didn’t even know help was available. I kept running from my problems, only to end up right back where I started. 

Everything changed when I was in jail after a drug raid. A Meth Task Force Agent asked me a simple question: “Do you want to keep living this way, or do you want something better?” That’s when I knew I had to make a change. He offered me the opportunity to be the first person to attend their new treatment program in Mesa County. I didn’t realize it then, but that moment led me to the start of my recovery journey.

When I came to Grand Junction, it felt different—it felt like home. Recovery isn’t just about quitting drugs; it’s about staying consistent, setting goals, and building a new life. That’s why having people who believe in you is so important. That’s why having people who believe in you is so crucial. One of the coolest full circle moments I’ve experienced in my recovery is that the Meth Task Force Agent who helped me get treatment is now the Mesa County District Attorney and I have the opportunity to serve on the board of a community corrections program alongside him.

For me, my family has been my biggest support. My wife and kids have stood by me every step of the way, even when I didn’t believe in myself. They’ve helped me stay grounded and reminded me that I always have a safe place to return to. 

Martial arts has also been key in my recovery. It gave me discipline, focus, and a way to channel my energy. Addiction takes up so much mental space, and martial arts helped me fill that space with something positive. It taught me how to face fears, be consistent, and rebuild my confidence.

Recovery is tough, but it’s possible. It’s not just about quitting—it’s about rebuilding your life. For anyone out there struggling, remember this: recovery isn’t easy, but it’s worth it. With the right support—whether from family, friends, or a community that believes in you—you can do it. Don’t give up. A better life is waiting.